No boundaries.

Moved, again.

2009-10-07T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hi i'm sorry but i've moved, again. I know i've got to stick to one, but i don't know which! :(
Anyway,

Tumblr? :)

Video.

2009-09-30T22:40:00.000-07:00

Nigahiga makes me laugh till i fart.

Billy bob came home after school on a bright sunny day.

2009-09-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

Hi!
Seriously, everything's been like damn uneventful i was thinking of what to type and guess what, nothing came out of my head, like in fact i've been having a sad life since Sissy's birthday when i (damn sad) accidentally deleted all the pictures from the camera, it contained:
Dad's China Trip (MOST IMPORTANT SHXT), My hardworking long minutes of photoshoot for Brandy & Guinness, it's damn hard to take good pictures of animals cuz they just cant.stay.still. , Sissy's birthday at Mama's house which both sissy and i took a very cute picture of us being really close sisters, which we are, but sometimes... yeah sister stuff happens.

About the dad thing, i really am gna die cuz it can't be retrieved in the computer either. I can wave bye bye to everyone now cuz i'm gna die hxc. )))))::::::::

Now i'm like kinda getting bored of blogger, and i dont know why also. HAHAHA.
Should i go back? :o

Picz of sissy's birthday at Ruben's house, AFTER i deleted those picz, see my ingenuine smile, happy for her but damn sad for myself.

I was like in school u cuz i immediately went to shop for her pressie, so last min and look at sad-trying-to-look-happy smile.

After Ruben said i look very sad and insincere, i smiled again. (so ugly.)

Freaking funny thing Ruben made for Sissy. Made me laugh ttm.

Ruben: Why you blocking me i want my cake eh.

Sissy: Now, now, baby don't get mad i shall feed you!
(just kiddn that didn't actually happen)

I shall end this with my damn unglam photo cuz imma sad girl.

Hurry up and save me.

2009-09-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

I feel seriously, fast-forwarded in time.

Like everything's going so fast i can't even take my time to start breathing.
All i'm thinking of is study, relax, study, gym, study, sleep, shopping after EOYs.
But seriously, i'm just thinking of how to get good marks for those papers.
Really can't disappoint my parents and people that put their faith in me.

I just turned on the computer cuz it's really late and i can't cram anything in my stupid brain anymore.
I think this is the first time in my life did i really decide, 'Hey i must study and get good grades' and really do it.
I mean, seriously do it. I've never went to BK to study alone before, initiate study dates and really go, and really mug and remember my stuff even when i go.

And, i've never felt stressed, i kinda feel stressed but i know it's worse for the people taking their o's so i shall not say i'm stressed but i feel stressed hahaha. Even stress-relief shampoo doesn't help at all, i dont even think they work cuz i took deep breaths while bathing but i didn't feel relaxed, only sniffed my soap into my nose. How retarded.

Car we're still gna study like today, just hope that it'll be much more productive! :D

I must study. And get good marks.
PRIORITY.

~~You live, you love, you crash and burn.~~
I love my life.

wow.

2009-09-21T00:05:00.000-07:00

I have just 7 more days to EOYs and i am still not feeling it.

Help.

I have just fallen into the deep pit of no return.

All i needed was to see a word and i knew at that moment life will cease to have no meaning and i have fallen but i know i'll have to pick myself up again like how i always did. Thanks a lot.

Inspiration & Motivation.

2009-09-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

I have been gone for a long, long time. ):
Actually only 2 days but it feels really long cuz in that 2 days, i had math tuition so yeah, slow.

In fact, i'm gna be away for an even longer time! Yeah cuz its the EOYs! I feel like freaking lazy cuz everyone's like mugging like crazy and i'm like, reading my gg, watching tv and stuff. So lazy! I can't stay this way, i have a whole chunk of boring geography to memorize which i understand none. And i have 14 papers to actually do which means i got 14 topics to remember! Okay, excluding english and cheena, i think about, 9?

Don't underestimate the power of memorizing 9 subjects like hxc.
I'm gna drop that particular thing btw, congratulate me :)
Okey okey need to go off now, bye.

Short one.

2009-09-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

Fortune Teller Genius

Question: I LOVE (censored for content.)

Answer: Of course yes!!

HAHAHAHA YESSS.

Nothing works like you.

2009-09-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

This shows that birds are dumb and i mean just this bird that's happy with a french fry cause i'll be sad.

I am a sad girl today.

Apparently, life doesnt allow you to be too happy for a day and makes it last forever and ever like the time when it was your 'most awesome day ever in the history of right now yay' yesterday. I totally forgot to drop off the cheque at OCBC, WS yesterday when my mom totally insructed me to "please drop it there and dont forget." and i totally forgot cause i was too happy and excited for stuff and cause i was busy remembering that i had to meet Mae in the library cause she wanted to sleep there. Yeah, so back to i forgot, Mom, Sissy and I went to WS again to eat Ya Kun, and i didnt bring the dumb cheque.

So after going to Eastpoint to buy dog shoes, toothpaste and stuff, we went to Tamp 1 and ate Carl's Junior for the first time in my life, TM & CS, then we cabbed home, and know what after all that i have to return back to WS just to drop a stupid cheque and take the bus home myself.

Stupid or what?

But i know i deserve it, that's the part that sucks the most.

Oh and my dogs + shoes = FUNNY LIKE HELL.

I am a sad girl today.

How do i get satisfied with studying anyway?

2009-09-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

Well, this week has been passing like damn fast and i didn't even realize today's Friday, man, i mean FRIDAY ALREADY?! On mon i was like "Oh, i can study tmr, i still got 4 more days." and tues i tried to study but serious fale, wed and thurs yeah studied but still. Today's like Friday and i still feel like i didn't study enough. ):

I planned to stay home the whole day, but decided to go out just for the sake of going, haha. Gna go buy stationaries with Fareha later.

Webcammed with Mae in ooVoo yesterday, Brandy decided to join in cause, well, i know he loves me the most. ;) HAHA.

HAHA OMG, i was trying to act like she's right beside me. Phail.

Who let the dogs out? who?who?who?who?

2009-09-09T19:49:00.000-07:00

Haha, this shall be my doggies post.
I've not been studying for like the past four days so i'm gna make up my mind to study! After i finish this. ^^

I'm kinda lazy to write in essay form so i shall write in point form, people are lazy to read anyway. Hahaha.

- Ran downstairs to welcome Brandy & Guiness.

- Owner Josephine made me carry Guiness upstairs, i thought it was Brandy so i was like "Omg, Brandy dont cry.. etc." *embarrassing.'

- Had arm aches after i brought Guiness back home, and had to wait for the Josephine and Brandy to come before i can put her down.

- Was immediately taught how to call them to poo/pee, wipe butt and legs with dettol water, put newspaper over the pee.

- Then they went sniffing everywhere but my room. (was wondering what was wrong with my room)

- Got freaking curious with Snowy & Pepper, cause we closed the balcony door and they couldnt see them.

- Josephine and husband start explaining, cutting nails, cleaning ears, brushing fur.. etc. I think Guiness sensed that they were gna leave them to us so she cried. ( aw damn sad )

- Opened balcony door, Brandy coward ttm, Guiness like damn brave hxc went to sniff snowy and pepper. Snowy was scared like woah.

- Then after an hour or so, they left.

- Brandy & Guiness was like, idk man, sad?

- Start to roam around, still wary. But friendly.

- Bed time, put both of them on their "beds"

- In the morning, woke up to both of them whining excitedly like crazy. Mom was gna take them out for a walk, Gabriel was shouting like it was mid afternoon.

- They came back, was awakened again, not by the dogs but by Gabriel continuously shouting "Guiness! Guiness!"

- Came out of the room, sat on the floor, Guiness sat on me. Relaxed~

Kind of sums up what happened yesterday and today morning, and i guess i'm doing well with the pee/poo department cause i seem to be the one who keeps saying " Guiness? Wanna go wee wee?" and is the one who wipes their paws and butt clean with 99.9% bacteria free dettol. Haha.

I had to take pictures with my phone camera cause the camera's battery apparently depleted and everyone's lazy to charge it. Tsk.

You can see Brandy right beside me.

Brandy giving signature whiny puppy eye stare.

mugmugmugmugmugmug!

2009-09-07T21:22:00.000-07:00

I need to get out of the house in order to study!

This stupid machine is distracting and tempting ttm!

GET ME OUT OF HERE!

Studying hardcore, anyone?

PRANKS TTM,

2009-09-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

On the first day of the September hols, this is what i do:

This was very, very "OMG"

And the best for the last...

Happily ever after just takes time.

2009-09-06T01:40:00.000-07:00

What if........

I am in a movie? Inspired by Fareha, she was telling me about Cinderella Story and was thinking of herself as Sam, so i thought... what if I was in the movie Sky High? As Layla, Will's best friend? And that i have liked him since forever and was afraid to confess? Then on the first day of high school he had a crush on one of the seniors, and she was actually evil and was scheming on some evil plot and she was old and all?

And that I even used Warren to make Will jealous and in the end while we were saving the world I found out that Will actually liked me? HAHAHA! The ending was even more awesome go watch. I love that movie and i think i've watched it for like, 5 - 6 times.

If we were a movie,
You'd be the right guy,
And i'll be the best friend,
That you'll fall in love with.

In the end,
We'll be laughing,
Watching the sunset,
Fade to black,
Show the names,
Play the happy song.

If we were a movie - (twitterhore singer)
^^

Gosh, imagination do get wild sometimes.

Say yes to this sat plzplzplzplzplz

2009-09-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

DRY ICE MAN.

So cute his fat face.

"Nothing works like you."

Happy Birthday little brother! You're 10 already, even though you always say you hate me cause i'm bad to you whatever, blahblahblah.. You know its for your own good right! But seriously, you should grow up and stop being so gay and not be afraid of the dark!

Gosh man, you can't even stay in a room alone. I think its a bit too much to ask you to grow up since you're only 10, but its not a lot to ask okay!! But you know i will always luv you even though you're damn, damn annoying/irritating but doesn't everyone find their siblings irritating when they're young? :o

Oh yes and slim down my boy! Let's go jogging together one day i'll be your trainer, and i guess you'll hate me even more and give up when we just start for sure. ):

Went to Tamp 1 to have dinner at Kim Gary's. I'm so darn full now. Oh and i skipped tuition! Hahaha, yay. I know im not supposed to be happy but hey, i went yesterday already and i'm not supposed to go yesterday. :)

Btw, can people not be so skinny what is up with all the skinny anorexic people nowadays???!
It makes me feel like some ginormous big pile of fats and i'm starting to find myself being like HUGE. So huge i dont understand how people fatter can wear sleeveless clothes, tube top.. etc.
HEALTHY PEOPLE, BE HEALTHY. (Actually i have no right to say that but still, i have to insert it into my brain and stay there.)

Photobucket uploads picz very slowwwwwwwlyyyyy. )))))::::::::: I have 34 picz its only like 19 and 30 mins has passsssssed.

P/S. Me flens plz say yez to this sat i will luv you foreva & eva. Kyeeeee? ):):):):):):

A second chance.

2009-09-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

If i could turn back time and choose again, i would'nt have chosen to know you.

But if i did, i wouldn't be who i am today.

So, what if?

Have you ever thought just maybe?

2009-09-02T02:24:00.000-07:00

I totally didnt regret going back at all. Sorry i posted late btw, was waiting for the pictures to come and forgot to post.
Although we waited in the scorching sun for like 2 hours, it was totally worth the wait. I saw Mr Manaf after like, how long?! And he texted me saying: Do me a favour and don't scream when you see me ok? And i did, i was doing the silent scream thing, and that almost made me cry. Hahahha. After all the visits and talks, Mae & Ash left first, Kris, Sab, Angel and I were like, staying to remember stuff. HAHAHA.

Then we went to meet Mae & Ash at T1, bought topshop rings (yay) and Angel & I went crazy over it.
We were trying to show off our rings in diff ways, like:

Angel: Omg look at this shirt!!! *ring facing us
Me: Oh my gosh Angel it's so nice!! *hands at mouth (ring facing her)

Hahaha, so bimbotic/retarded. I didnt regret AT ALL.
Alright, imma go prepare myself for tuition now, bye.

I'm not alone.

2009-09-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

Ikea with fareha just now, was only for like 2 hours and a half? It was really fun although the time was so darn short. But i'm glad i got out to take a breather and not stay at home and let my thoughts run wild. I'm so much better now. Thanks Fareha luv you so much! Hahaha <3

I'm in the quotes mood right now.

2009-08-31T23:03:00.000-07:00

I miss you mom.

2009-08-31T17:44:00.000-07:00

Us at hong kong in dec08.

I can never leave my mom. Ever.
She's just been gone to the US for like 11 days and will come back in 3 days, but i still miss her.

I miss the talks we had, shopping, arguing (jokingly), her cooking like 'subway',wine chicken, korean/japanese food, my lunchbox, vietnamese food , her baking like banana cake, my birthday cake, pandan cake, donuts, white chip macadamia cookies and so much more , her lame singing when she knows the song like her random embarrassments she caused when we were outside in the mrt and bus like singing 'Nobody' damn retardedly, her ipod touch (hahahaha just kiddn!!!), her perverticness!, her coolness during so many occassions that shock the lives out of sissy and i.

I miss you mom, and really, to me no one can ever replace you, or even be you.
I need you so much now and i really wanna talk to you. :'(
Mommy, i've got so many things to tell you and when you're back, the first thing i'm gna say is:
I love you.

Ouch.

2009-08-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

If getting hurt feels so darn bad,i'll never feel hurt or let myself get hurt ever again.

Should i or should i not?

2009-08-30T03:57:00.000-07:00

"The maker doesn't want it, the buyer doesn't use it and the user doesn't see it. What is it?"

It's Teacher's Day tmr, and everyone's like gna go back to their primary school. And it made me consider whether i should go back tmr, as much as i don't feel like going cause it's gna be very retarded but also interesting if i see changes in some people, which i think i changed a lot and many of them dont recognise me anymore ):

I'm gna go crazy, go crazy, and just go crazy if i can't get this right. I need help that no one can help.
I can't stand repetition and i can't stand you.
I feel so cheated and i don't know what to say.
Friends will remain as friends and friends we'll be forever.
Endlessly.

~~I'm sorry.~~

I'll be fine.

Bad hair months.

2009-08-28T03:22:00.000-07:00

Life sucks when you get a bad haircut.

Its true. Its not something you can hide unless you're wearing a cap or some hat on your head. But what if your hairdresser happens to daydream, or happens to realise you look like some person that cheated them or smth, and SNIP! goes your hair. And you'll have to live with that hair for months, or in some slow hair-growing situations like mine, YEARS. I took a year to grow back my disaster last year.

I just cut my hair anyway, by sissy. I totally regretted cause i'm still gna go cut it again tomorrow cause sissy didnt know how to thin it. Piczzzzzz. I may look the same here but when it's up, it's the first invasion of china. ):

P/S the bangs isn't straight :((((((((((
Can't wait for church tomorrow, there's zone gathering!!!!!!!!!

You're a falling star.

2009-08-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

Today was so un-eventful till all i can think of when i reach home is to sleep, since the weather was so, great for sleeping. And i still wanna sleep, but apparently i dont think i can cause i'm really lazy to remove my contacts cause i still have tuition, so i think i'll have no choice but to leave it in my eyeball and stay awake hardcore.

OMG I THINK ITS DAMN FUNNY TO PRANK DOMINICK HE'S SO GULLIBLE SOMETIMES.

And i can't help, falling in love with you.

2009-08-26T04:40:00.000-07:00

Gosh, today was like, busy ttm!
I was like late today and it seriously sucked like hell cause in front of me was those 2 annoying people trying to trip each other, giggling, urgh. Go figure.
And i had to see them AGAIN during PC. Thanks a lot.

I got this sick comment at my twitter, gosh i almost died. You can go to my twitter and see the @VernetteAlthaea. Go away.

Sorry, i dont like these comments cause it just ain't right to tell a stranger i can get 48/50 for chem when you don't even know me and i'm not gna get 10 more marks for being cute. :)

I appreciate the, whatever.

BTW, THERE'S SOMETHING REALLY WRONG WITH BLOGGER! :(

Bye.

Do you know i exist, just to promise you this?

2009-08-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

" I'd cross my heart and i swear, endlessly to be true to you."

I'm sorry i zi-lian a lot. Just thought that the post would be hardcore boring if you have to keep reading words and not pictures. I luv Happy my teddy bear too! She has the same birthday as Fareha.

I realised i get out of breath very easily nowadays, and that during dance i would just tire really easy and i would drink a lot of water. Gosh I NEED TO GET OUT THERE AND GET MY STAMINA BACK IN SHAPE MAN. Or i will become old and ugly and wrinkled. :(

Alright, i have to somehow study for my chinese common test although i have no idea how! Hahaha!

Back back back!~

2009-08-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

Heyyy, i have no idea why i had the urge to go blog in blogger.
But apparently i currently have wordpress, livejournal and blogger, i guess one more makes no diff. But i think i got reallyyyyyy bored of livejournal although i dont know why.
So, oh well.

Hi blogger i'm back! For now. :)